sunnuntai 26. huhtikuuta 2020


Moi all!

I have tested dopamine fasting recently.  I wanna to prefer to an article firstly.  You know, I like all the hottest trends from Silicon Valley. It's just arrived to Finland. So, why we shouldn't test it. I failed it, if we think the common opinions. If I wanted a moment for myself, and tried to get away from problematic impulsive behaviors. I kind of did it. It's not just one quick way to get away from toxic impulsive behaviors.  Go to google, to get more facts.

Let's begin the game.

I woke up first time around of 7:10 am. I forgotten my alarm on last night. I slept last night, while of scrolling phone, probably on TikTok. I saw some notifications, but wiped it off. I drank sip of water before I got away from my bed around of 10:42 am. I put my watch to charge and I went to the bathroom.

I saw some dream in last of night. I was driving by car to small town. There is living one of my Ex hookup.  I was slept suddenly last night,  so I forgot to do some meditate practice. I started a challenge, to get better focus to a moment. I saw some message on my phone and I forced myself to turn it off, totally.

11:00 I just meditated. I'm downloading my watch and I'm gonna have a walk.

14:30 I have walked around of city. I had a lot of stuff in my mind begin of the walk. Now, there is nothing. Totally silence.

15:30 Home

19:15 I have done nothing. The most extraordinary is laying on bed. I didn't slept, just awake in silence.

20:31 I just meditated. I can't believe how relaxed my body is in expiration.

- Lot's of ideas about my sexuality.
- What other peoples thinks about me.
- What is natural way to touch another person.
- How I felt my first sex experiences.
- I also had worries about future.
- What I wanna to have.

21:27 I'm trying to sleep

22:30 Phone is back to my hand. So, I think the moment before of falling to sleep is most hardest.

Day after of the challenge

I have listened a lot of songs from t.a.T.U. I'm going to sleep. I need to listen something more positive.

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tiistai 6. elokuuta 2019


Moi, all! I'm getting older day by day. I have missed all the ASMR and podcast fewer's. I have been baaad boy at last summer. Well, it's not over yet.... I took some time to travel by last weeks. I love to travel with in Finland normally, but I have been also flying around of Europe. It's also included small transfer by buss too. I'm also planning my next trip. I would like to go travel to Baltic-states with buss without any plans. I'm going to have a wonderful winter first. Let's enjoy of the time first. I also applied to master studies and I didn't got to in. Let's go to topic.

1. STUDY. Train have best opportunities to study or work. There is electricity, free WiFi and even free private places.

2. SET A PIECE. How it sound for you to have a moment with your favorite podcast, rain sounds or some peaceful music. Turn your headphones on and sit down. Don't be afraid of missing your station. Set a alarm or ask your co-travel to bring you back. I know, I can't to do the last one.

3. STRETCH.  I have stretched my body or trained some favorite dance moves at train corridors. Don't worry, Finns looks everybody with a weirdos eye.

Well, how you spend your time at train? Tell me below.

maanantai 22. huhtikuuta 2019


Moi all! Helsinki. I don't need to say more. Just go to there. I had a moment to go sleep. Actually, I went to Kallio for a drink and hug some random. I don't need to say it. You can't believe myself to be without a naked play's.

sunnuntai 10. maaliskuuta 2019


Moi, all! The small moments and meetings with new peoples are the most incredible. I'm really shy speaker with peoples in a real life. I have learn to fear their reactions and I have got too many negative ideas. What if they don't like me, or if I say wrongly. They just don't even remember after this moment and I spent day's and night with my mind. I went to Berlin at last Independence day. It was my best moments of last year. I visited at random pub, and bartender asked "Everything alright" or that cute couple at metro station offered popcorn and lemonade just for some homeless. These are really small sign, but I'm still too tucked with the negative thoughts. This blog have helped me lot and I don't have any problems while of using a dating app. I still need to get out from my box. It's a real, Finnish men don't speak or share an emotion. I can change, and I need to take a step in a new area in my life.

This is myth is living inside of my body and I really need to develop myself. I'm going to have a small journey in Europe at next summer. I'm having time to explore myself and peoples. I only need to get of  the thought. Don't be f*cking negative.

My journey to Europe is also including a visit to Riga again. It's was my first time ever at plane. Like I have thought, I need to meet more locals. I'm growing out from my box part my part. I had an awesome dates with a local guy at Riga. I missed saturday party's. I don't like to be forced to just a one venue, while of dancing trips.

There is nothing of Zero Wasting with traveling around the world and wasting natural resources. It's really complicate to life at a place, which doesn't feel like a home. I'm really tucked between dance and a personal life. Well, last one isn't a problem.

Travelling and best memories. See you at next time!
The Cat Hotel

Above of Kuopio

perjantai 8. helmikuuta 2019


Moi, all! Linux have been part of my life for few years. I have been written thesis thought of it. I have just spent hours with it like today. I tried to use Fedora years, year ago. I have been loyal for Linux Mint at the all. I have had Ubuntu in an old laptop and barely have even used it. The current laptop is having an Elementary OS (JUNO) and a Linux Mint. Elementary is having a different outfit. It's just the outfit. It's not make my laptop to look like a Macbook. So, what. It's may be Linuxbook?!

I do not own copyrights :p
Linux is not the easiest to use and the main reason is a marginal amount of the users. If we could have more peoples, we could have more apps. Right, money rules all. I think linux is quite popular in Finland and feels about a finnish product at the begin. It's our lucky that Linux is an opensource system and everybody can moderate it. That have possiblities to even to make my thesis with  it. Mint is getting bit old fashioned. Some media players doesn't work with or it's just too security. It's a small difference to Elementary. Elementary also looks lot of like The OS. I have desiret to have my own MAC, but I can this elementary to look just for me. Elementary was just a "second test os", but I'm going to use mainly in future. I just need to move some setting and files away from Mint.

This is first time in blogging history and yes, I don't have written that before. I just checked my old posts. I bought an old corporate laptop. It's not the prettiest one, but it was cheap with good specs. I'm sure great, great moments are coming with this babe. It's just been one year with me and it's maxim three year old totally. I really suggest to buy old corporate used laptops. It's give you great value for the price and it's save the nature. There laptops have also better quality than the "normal's" from groceries. Second life for an amazing product. It's also quite big business to sell old laptops. It's sad they are wasted so soon from their normal use.

 Linux is also an eco-friendly software. It's not use that much power than Windows. One part of ZeroWasting is community. Our ZW community give ideas and spirit with our journey. Linux is mostly made and updating with a great community.

 -We are not hippies (!?), but don't let money to rule you.-

sunnuntai 6. tammikuuta 2019


The beauties part of Zero Waste lifestyle is innocence. You are happy with what you have. It's also important to know all what you can have. This is first point while of making the choices.

There is few examples from my real life. I'm "a country boy".  I have got many, many new thinks and experiences. Part by part you are getting dumper.

Every kids are going to school in Finland. We are also having an opportunity to review our new friends beforehand. We are drinking milk in Finland. Oh, well We do it. It's more nation power than the Finlandia- Vodka. I was really confused in a new environment and teacher gave me a glass. She said here is the milk. It's wasn't milk for me. It was cold, without taste. Actually the glass was a opposite than milk in farms. Well, I don't know, when I got to know a secret. The milk from farm is going to the shops. Peoples are like zombies with it. What a surprise, I still hate milk.

We have a game in Finland. Well, I'm pretty sure it's having a different name nowadays... The name is "WHO AFRAID THE BLACK MEN". There is always one person per time, who is trying to catch someone else to be the Black Men. I din't know then real meaning of the black men. I din't have heard of them at the worst point. Big Bad (Black) Pete was only "black men", who I know then.

----- Peoples with the extreme chooses, will helps ordinary peoples to decrease their consumption to a sustainable level----

I'm not anymore at Tampere. This blog have been really difficult for me. It's have been time for growing at last year. I have seen the world and how *** much peoples are there. I can't imagine it here. We have plastic bags in store at Finland, Germans doesn't have. This also shows me, how well I life here. I don't need to cry for an another option. If I really want it, I can take it. 

I will add some photos from last year. There are the moments. No, I forgotten to
film the moment at the airport or when I almost fall asleep at a park. I don't need your comment. Just, Let's have little bättre year 2019!

perjantai 30. marraskuuta 2018


Moi all! I'm sitting at a train after few months. It doesn't felt like a good idea to wake up early, but it is. These hours are the incredible. I can do so much and it's so peaceful without any disruptions. I'm not the only one. There is another woman at the next cabin. Yeah, I'll be a woman someday too.

I had a great opportunity at last summer, when I got more distance to my workplace and the location got much better. I woke up 5:30 every morning at begin of the summer. Shame on me, I did it just for the gym rest of the summer. This was my best decision to bring coffee or tea and sit down a moment at lake coast. We had excellent weather at the last summer. We may not have it at next year, if it's a normal summer.

Today, I have done bookkeeping. I have bit to do, but not so much and I just need to close the books. I'm doing it as a volunteer for our dance society.

Let's go to the topic.

There is lot of more reasons to wake earlier and there is much more blogs, videos etc. of the topic. I will just tell you my top thee reasons to wake up earlier.

1. You you'll be more productive. There it not that much disruptions, because just few person are waking up that early. You can use that time at gym, nature or if you wanna make better career. You need to work b*cth

2. You'll be have less stress. When you are focusing to yourself, you don't have that much stress. The key for a less stressful life: is recovering during a week. It's not enough, if you just work at weekdays and you barely sleep at the weekend. You need a small moment like mornings to refresh your body and the MIND.

3. You'll get totally a new world. The world is the most beauties at the early hours. I have felt like a superman a first hours and my mind is also more open. I'm ready to see more, I'm ready to feel and touch more than normally. I like more mornings to wake up with someone even more than the evenings.

It's may not a easy way to begin. You need give time for yourself, you need to be hard yourself. Your body want to sleep and self-control is very important skill to learn. It's also very useful in path to our dreams.

- The path may be hard, but I can do it -