torstai 27. syyskuuta 2018
Moi, all! It's getting darker day by day, evening by evening. I should think what is a bad think. It's dark and all the dark ideas is getting in of my head. It's not feel like that at this year. It's help's to create a cycle of a day. It's also reminding to cool down at an evening. I like to live at the new area. Soul of this area is a park and the lake. This is feeling great to have a small evening walk to there. I should began to run again. I went there today too and shooted some photos, which we are going to see below. It's too hard to control, when you are going to see them so, good morning, have a great lunch or good night. I'm going to sleep next.
lauantai 22. syyskuuta 2018
Moi, all! I'm writing of a very, very personnel topic. I don't have written anything like that here. It's hard to be serious. But that's the raw true, we need to look to the our personality sometimes. We need to learn open our-self and trust to peoples. This is really hard for me. I have messed my business with few nice guys and so what! Well, these are all of the possibles guys in this town. This is quite hard. This is the main reason, why young guys move to Helsinki. Of course, it's always possible to find a prince of the dreams from a swamp.
I have been thinking that all of the last year. I have been dating guys from another city. This may help for a while, but it's not the real solution.
I have also got to more open for my sexuality. It's not matter, which turn you on. I have always wanted to be neutral with it. I have found a new side of myself. I got idea, it's okey to date guys without sex. It's feel weird sometimes, but it's also relaxing. I can talk with peoples, whose have same problems, than me and it's clearing my mind. It's have making me to enjoy at my home town. I don't need to crush to find myself or for other peoples.
The most important is to find a peace inside of yourself and to make comfortable to life with it.
lauantai 1. syyskuuta 2018
Moi, all! We have a traditional event at Kuopio. It's celebrating begin of autumn and its's also end of the summer. I visited at museums at an another year and this year, I headed to the port. Let's go to photos!